hi

wow talk about been awhile... my last post was March1 and its now May...MAY. Where is the time going, I'll be 28 in August. I can't believe it. I never would have thought that I would not have children by this age but I don't feel like I have empty arms..I have so many wonderful children in my life and couldn't imagine it with out one of them. I'm not going to set deadlines anymore. I dont have a weight loss goal or timeline that i'm trying to reach to start testing or anything else. I am just going to live life and let God work, when it's time to go to the doc i'll know and I'll go but no more deadlines and no more I got to lose weight to have a baby, I Know I am big bold and beautiful and well if the insurance and docs dont know that then its their problem b.c aint nothing to big for my God and when its time no matter what avenue He uses their opionion will be void! But I am just going to live life to the fullest for God and take it one day at a time....